Even When… {Be Real With Jessica}

Last November I lost a good friend when he took his own life. That winter was filled with so much pain, wordless pain that still cripples me sometimes. I was left with so many questions, much anger, and much sadness. But as the sun comes out, and Spring starts to turn into Summer, I am reminded again of the faithfulness and love that can only be found in Him, the One who first loved me.

“You are peace You are peace
When my fear is crippling
You are true You are true
Even in my wandering
You are joy You are joy
You’re the reason that I sing
You are life You are life
In You death has lost it’s sting

[Chorus]
Oh I’m running to Your arms
I’m running to Your arms
The riches of Your love
Will always be enough
Nothing compares to Your embrace
Light of the world forever reign”

Forever Reign- Hillsong United

“You’ve kept track of my every toss and turn
through the sleepless nights,
Each tear entered in your ledger,
each ache written in your book.” Psalms 56:8 The Message